bluejanuary

"its just like a dream to me that some how cam true"
"ill be your winter coat buttoned up straight to your throat with the collar up so you wont catch a cold"

are all thease great memories over? ...or are they just retired makeing room for new ones?

cant wait for my birthday i got great plans and great friends to shear it with!!!!

heart is on the floor, why do you step on it...when i think of all the things you've done.

new tatoo wahoo.

iam better off with out youuuuuuuuu! yea it finally feels good to say that i am n red bluff makeing my costume and it is wonderfull!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi my name is rachelle nice to meet you

This week was fucked up i just started both my jobs and my poor fuckin sister had to go threw the worst thing of her whole intire life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!her dad (my ex-step dad) passed away at 5 in the morning sept 1st he droped to the ground and that was it my sister says to me "i didnt get to say goodbye" my heart has never hurt so bad for some one else she is only 14 and is about to start high school if that wasnt hard enough! i love you ashley marie archer!

Mandy and i put our futon on lay-away...lol were moveing up in this world...lol no really its nice though. we are excited i am going camping tomarrow and its gonna be fun sooooo much fun see you all when i get back much love!!!!

..i got two new shirts they are great one is a dashboard shirt and the other is a postal service shirt yes oh and my mom found 5$

BRIGHTLY WOUND...(EISLEY)

We were walking there
I had tangles in my hair
But you make me feel so pretty
You have shinning eyes
Yes like those forest lights
And it makes me want to cry


MY FAV SONG WELL ONE OF THEM!

we will have so much fun when we move in like paint our rooms wow i am just excited about that! slumber partys,movie nights,all that fun stuff i am so excited yea so excited!

SO STARTING OVER FROM SCRATCH I AM.....
ALL NEW AND A DIFFERENT VIEW IN FRONT OF ME!
MY WHOLE LIFE I KNEW WHAT I WANTED TO DO WITH MYSELF
PEOPLE WOULD ASK AND I WOULD NEVER HAVE TO THINK ABOUT IT
THE STORY WOULD ROLL RIGHT OFF MY TOUNG LIKE I REHEARSED IT
OVER A MILLION TIMES THATS HOW WELL I KNEW WHAT I WAS GONNA DO!!!


NOW................... COULDNT TELL YOU

I HAVE NO IDEA NOT ONE THOUGHT I FEEL LIKE
I WAS IN A COMMA AND FORGOT MY NAME!

i am going back to you know where and i am excited waaahhhhoo pretty cool man!

i sit here thinking about me being happy and lissoning to my new (ipod)the next song come on...........



"Nothing Better"

Will someone please call a surgeon
Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
That your're deserting for better company?
I can't accept that it's over...
I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
In the third quarter of a tied-game rivalry

So just say how to make it right
And i swear i'll do my best to comply

Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together

I feel must interject here you're getting carried away feeling sorry for yourself
With these revisions and gaps in history
So let me help you remember.
I've made charts and graphs that should finally make it clear.
I've prepared a lecture on why i have to leave

So please back away and let me go
I can't my darling i love you so...

Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future
Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures

I admit that i have made mistakes and i swear
I'll never wrong you again
You've got a lure i can't deny,
But you've had your chance so say goodbye
Say goodbye


i think of one person and knew what i had to try and do!!!!

dont assume the stuff you here (you should of learned that from vacaville) to be your self is all you need to worrie about! once again dont belive what you here! you cant say the things you say and you cant think the things you think about me cuz you ALL have no idea what i am going threw, what ive been threw and you dont know the things i hear about you as well because you guy dont keep in touch with me and dont care to be there when i ask can you talk i need someone to talk to!

DONT THINK THIS IS JUST ABOUT ONE PERSON CUZ I AM TELLING ALL OF YOU THIS IS MY FEELINGS DO WHAT YOU WANT WITH THEM!

i do miss what we had, but not knowing if it will ever be the same again is what kills me! and makes me feel like i should not care as well. i want to care and i want you to understand anyone could reply i want it to be clear!

OVERVIEW:
you really dont know me as well as we thought i want you to know though! we never had talks like that!
(we just let the fun times roll) n- pok-a-dot boots or tats on our wrist we didnt care! cart-weals in the park or walks in the rain we just didnt care!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (what happend?)

i was up set that i left. yea was! dont know if ill come back now! yea you could say i am runing away from problems and taking the easy way out but i am one up from you bitches!!!!!!!!!!

.......warped tour wishing you were here!!!!

I HAD FUN IT WAS GREAT I HULA HOOPED AND ATE YOU KNOW !!!
NIKKI CAME WE KEPT EACHOTHER INTERTAINED!
YEA AND AT THE END OF THE NIGHT NIKKI WANTED TO KISS ME MUAAAH! <3

i love you and you and you i love you i freakin love you oh yea and did i tell u i freakin love you .........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................you know who you are!!!!!(MMA)

JULY 3RD WARPED TOUR WILL BE HAPPENING DOWN HERE SO EXCITED I FINALLY HAVE SOMETHING TO LOOK FOWARD TO I ALSO START WORK TODAY I GET TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE NOW AND MAYBE MEET SOME PEOPLE!

WOW I DO MISS MY VACA-CRACK-A LIFE OR MAYBE JUST THE PEOPLE IN IT!!!!!!!!